Tuesday, June 28, 2005
wat a bad tues
since yday, i was
confusedas i stepped into the sch, i felt
busyduring sch, i felt
lousy and
stressedat the end of the day, i felt
worn out and
sad
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
9:35 pm
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Monday, June 27, 2005
first day of sch
oh my, felt lk i haven been in sch for a long time. except the banner painting, i felt i wasnt rdy for sch though i prepared ws for my lesson. all went well n soon it's the end of the day.
dinner was at sakae w kathryn. dessert was at cafe cartel
hm sweet hm to do LP
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:23 pm
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Sunday, June 26, 2005
received a mg fr him this morning. well here's my reply "wrg day...it's tmr but thx anyway..."
i felt happy to hear fr him aft so long yet disappointed cos he got the date wrg! but who m i to him now so i tried to push tt disappointment away by pampering myself with many items (see pic in previous post).
tuning myself to the right channel since it's sch again tmr!
LP...LP...LP...LP...LP...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:54 pm
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pre start of sch
how i spent my last wk of hols
pics say a thousand words
today
what i spent on today! tried to name it using paint but words too small yet lazy to redo. ha...basically it's a black bag, 4 skirts n 2 tops
Saturday
me n elaine
finally met up with elaine. complained abt work n tok abt life. shopped ard too. thx for the treats! headed hm aft dinner cos meeting sarah. yeah finally can wear dress go out...as usu, the kind hearted bf of hers fetched us to dlb-o! zhenshan n winston, linda, roy, justin, thomas n kel were there too. got to know some of kel's frenz too. we danced thru the nite. yes we did! left only when the white lights were turned on n tt's lk 4am! had bah ku teh for supper or rather bfast. linda fetched me back. thx gal...really aprreciate the surprise u planned for me. i enjoyed myself.
friday
[back, L to R] wan ting, yin fan, clifford
[front, L to R] niquole, me n moses
met them them for dinner aft a long day in sch. i was surprised (reaction not tt big cos of the long day in sch) when moses bought the bdae cake. more liquor n movies at mose's place n hm sweet hm oni at 3plus am. the company was great n i enjoyed myself. thx frenz for the cake n presents.
celebrating with my family
wed n thur
was in sch to paint banner for an exhibition. ended up with muscle strain n backache. sent in my laptop for repair on wed. on thur, went ktv with K n her fren. then it was supper. i miss the start of the mango sale. can u imagine me not being the first in the queue??? all cos of work!!!
mon n tues
system thinking workshop. the absent-moded me left an umbrella behind. argh! not myself recently.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:32 pm
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Monday, June 20, 2005
seafood sunday
had seafood for dinner today at ECP. to celebrate Father's Day of course n my bdae too. early bdae celebration cos sis's having exam next wk.
juz now was preparing for course tmr by filling in the PPCR. it gonna be a busy wk filled with courses, sch meetings n painting banner. n of course, to get rdy for sch by completing all the work n the LPs which i haven been doing for the past 1 mth or so. haha...argh...
haven been slping well too. been tossing in bed for a long time v4 i finally fell aslp. perhaps i slept too much in the day, haven work out my brain cells during the day or think too much...
now preparing some templates for RHD
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
12:14 am
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
2nd attempt
hey it's my 2nd try. should i add the dangling parts at the end? gimme ur comments.
omg...3rd wk of hols almost coming to an end. gonna get rdy for sch. muz tune myself to the right mood. yesh...gonna get all those work completed. haha...actually, i've been always trying to keep myself busy so tt i wouldnt know the time has past n yet my hp remained silent. sigh dun wanna mention anymore. wat m i waiting for? at least i know, i still care.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
2:35 am
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Friday, June 17, 2005
sometimes in life...
i had juz read fr a fren's blog tt she's w someone else. her previous r/s began during her jc days. she celebrated her bdae in jan w the new guy. it strikes me hard n left me thinking n asking myself: is a r/s fragile? i've not met up w her since last hols to know wat exactly happened so i shall not comment.
it takes alot for a r/s to keep on going.
recipe for loveIngredients2 Hearts Full of
Love2 Heaping Cups of
Kindness2 Armfuls of
Gentleness2 Cups of
Friendship2 Cups of
Joy2 Big Hearts Full of
Forgiveness1 Lifetime of
Togetherness2 Minds Full of
TendernessMethodStir daily with
Happiness,
Humor and
Patience.
Serve with
Warmth and
Compassion,
Respect and
Loyalty.
the success of the recipe is dependent on the amt of effort put in, the degree of the env lots more. it requires a bit of everything in the correct amt. always top up the missing ingredient immediately. dun wait till it's too late n regret when it's over. as long as u've given ur best, he should feel your love for him.
how many of us can admit tt we're always happy in a r/s.
how many of us can say tt we've found true love.
to me, i look for happiness in a r/s. it doesnt matter the amt of time we spend tog. wat matters most is for all the moment we're spending tog, we're happy.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:29 am
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
$$$ wednesday
what i did today...
1. lunch with my siblings (wei ling, wei wei n hong guang)
both my sis
bro n me
our lunch!
2. went town w wei ling. [start] wisma ---> tangs ---> far east ---> heerens ---> taka ---> home
what i splurge on ...
my new top, sunglasses n ear-rings
i made this pair of ear-rings myself!!!
my first pair of ear-rings was completed on tues noon aft i bought the pilers. by the time i completed it, it was already 4pm. anyway received a ph call which made my heart smile... ;p juz feel so happy whenever i hear fr him...at least i feel happy for tt moment...
enuf said cos the stupid connection had made me rewrite my blog thrice. dun wanna it to happen before i post this entry. ciao...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:51 am
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
an expensive hobby
!!!highlight of the day!!!
i've picked up an expensive hobby today. *drum rolls* it is jewellery making. i've always been buying such accessories fr pink ear-rings to green to black, a violet necklace (bdae present fr sis's last yr) and a brown bracelet. tt is all for my collection n it's still growing. but this time rnd, i've decided to make them myself. ha...
this is taken fr a library book
samples of wired-ear-rings n bracelets taken fr a library book too
tt's so much of my interest in making my own jewellery which is highly encouraged by kathryn. so off we went to toa payoh to get the raw materials. we spent 2 hr in the shop! fr choosing the color of the crystal to getting the hooks, wires n chains. i spent $87.90 in all. oh gosh!!! an expensive hobby to keep!!!
the start of my jewellery making...the box of hooks, chains n wires n 6 packets of crystals.
due to a lack of tools such as pilers, i could not begin my expensive adventure. yup yup will get them asap. meanwhile surfing for more designs. so excited!!! yeah looking forward to going kathryn's hse to make jewellery tog. haha...more to learn fr my shifu!
Check this out: http://www.hobbycraft.co.uk/TECH_PAGES/TECH28.htm
day's events in brief
morning - a fruitless dental appt all cos the "sotong" forgot to bring her retainers
morn-noon - back to sch to do some work
noon - jewellery making process
evening - we're in TOWN to SHOP...
now - tired, heading to lala land soon
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:19 am
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
i'm up early today
aft living in the eat n slp pattern for the past few days, it's enuf for me cos i found myself waking up to look at the time on my hp oni to find out tt it's 345am. oh gosh i muz have been slping too much already tt it's telling me it's enuf. haha...or m i thinking too much these nights?
tt pimple is still there to stay!
i'm sticking to this blogskin for the time being.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:32 am
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
finally it's my turn...
to use the com...
the big n ugly pimple is keeping me at hm these days. wonder for how long will it stay sigh...which girl wouldnt want to look pretty! argh...lotsa water n slp n hopefully it'll be gone soon. gonna stay away fr ckn at least i think tt's the cause. stress, tirednss n the recent incidents too...gonna stay happy to look pretty. haha...happy??? haven had tt feeling for a long time already.
better clear all work by this wk so tt i can enjoy myself next wk or rather the pimple will gd away n i can haf all the fun before sch starts. yah it's always work n u muz be wondering how much since i'm always mentioning it. it'll come everytime i complete one. so tt's work n i gonna learn to live w it.
juz realise tt i haven change my blogskin for a long time. hope i'll find one to descibe my mood now...
some thoughts...
changes...good or bad...it's how one looks at it.
but certain changes are inevitable.
one change leads to another n yet another.
as a result, some ppl r happy while others r sad
it's still yet another day.
live each day to its fullest n dun look back
u're happier when u're looking forward cos
all past has passed, the day is over.
the future is yet to be n tt's tmr
so look forward to another sunny day
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:03 pm
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
a busy tuesday
woke up late today. went thru the daily routine b4 i brought my bro n sis out for lunch. lunch was at jack's place. next was jalan jalan at tm to get a red top for NDP preview. oni to be spotted by u.k. so met u.k n sarah for a drink while bro n sis went hm themselves. believe anot...aft our grovery shopping, sarah n me were at ktv singing away till it was time for dinner. imagine, it was still daytime when we went in but night time when we came out. ha...the day's over juz lk tt. wow!!! amazing how the day went by juz lk this...but the company was great!
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:26 am
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Sunday, June 05, 2005
the wake up late sunday
stupid lousy connection by the main ISP. everytime i wanted to post n i ended up being d/c. this is my 3rd entry. lost my mood of writing already.
saturday's prog
sch in the morning, mac bfast w choy, design brochure, dinner at ah ma's place.
last but not least, i was dlb-o. yup for lydia's bdae. i'm a lousy drinker. a bottle of peach thingy w less than 5% of alcoholic content was enuf to make me feel dizzy. stress n tiredness accelerated the process. i was high high into the sky. thank goodness, sarah was there. i was brought to the bar to rest. ha...hey but i was alright aft tt. at least this time, i nv puke. so much of an "achievement". justin n his frenz were there too. made some new frenz too. lydia's frenz lk wendy n daniel. didnt get to know the rest though. a great way to destress...n i certainly enjoyed myself. thx sarah n her "fishing guy", for the supper n ride hm...
fell alsp oni at 6am n the bad gal me couldnt pull myself up for morning prayers. sigh...woke up at 1plus n have been sitting in front of the com since. wanting to do sch work but ended up surfing ard instead. ha...will get all work done by night...haha...now waiting for dad to buy lunch for me.
shall continue to surf...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
2:33 pm
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Friday, June 03, 2005
a dwn dwn fri
i've been thinking it thru as much as u do. i've thought of the consequences too. it took me much courage to make such a decision.
have u ever tried singing alone at the ktv for 4 hrs. yup tt's me.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
11:17 pm
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
ladies' noon
finally had the time to meet up w sarah. the usu heart to heart talk really helped. felt so much better. well all cos at least someone dear understand wat i'm going thru.
hmmm having to feel green is definitely not a nice thing.
GSS update - retail therapy 9992
bought a balck top n a vcd (the notebook)
some thoughts -
sometimes it's not holding on tt makes us strong. it's abt learning to let go.
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
10:51 pm
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1st wk of hols
i'm spending the first wk of hols in sch for all the mtg n preparation for an exhibition. mentally n physically tired. ha attributed to the many retail therapy sessions this wk - mon n yday. spent my tues evening at emme's place w the rest of the gals. watched "the cool guy" for a second time. first watched it w sarah at her place. a comical yet touching love story. this time, i nv cry but many thoughts were going thru my mind then.
i'm emotionally tired too. though i'm prepared for the worst but the selfish me is praying for the best. wat a contradiction!
ciao now for mtg.
GSS update - retaill therapy 9993
a black skirt for work n a pair of heels (pale green)
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
8:34 am
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